I’m falling once again in love with my best friend. I’ve always loved this girl but don’t know that she feels the love bug the same way. We’ve known each other since pre-school, now we’re college grads in different cities. I see her as often as possible and we go out to wonderful dinners and I know we both treasure time together. I think we could recover if I shared my true feelings with her and she rejected, however I don’t want to put myself through something that painful. We exchange love when on the phone and in person. We both talk about past relationships, both refer to future of “being married” in a semi-joking manner, we know each others deepest secrets (which could sometimes be harmful). I don’t know if she’s using me for my generosity or if there might actually be something on her side. How can I tell how she feels without jeopardizing what we have (preferably not a direct approach)? Should I tell her how I feel? Should I drop it? I don’t want to lose my best friend.
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