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I have this friend of mine..Oh well she’s not just a friend but a very closed friend rather. I treat her like my younger sister when in fact she’s 2 years older from me ( I’m 19 still). I found her very different from the others that I’ve met through out my journey in this world. We share each others feelings, emotions and ideas. There’s no doubts that we really enjoy each others company and that we really adore, appreciate and treasure this friendship we both actually have. Everything was running smoothly if only it wasn’t because of this guy who just suddenly appeared.. my friend begins admiring him so much. And now the but here is… she’s so damn insecure at me and that there are times she gets jealous of me already because of what she said that I have this charm that can turn men on(awww. Dnt get me wrong. Shes also attractive but in a very different way. She just havent notice it because of her very low self-esteem but damn! Shes pretty gorgeous!). I wanted to get mad at her but I really cant. She’s so very important to me and she’s the only one who cAn make me happy in times I felt so down. Yeah I understand her because this is her first time. You know ,,,feeling something special towards the opposite sex. She never had a boyfriend and the thought of knowing she cant have this guy only made her freakishly sad. She would always think that this guy really dont like her and that I am the one whom he likes instead. S***! he is just a guy! I mean, I dont want losing a friend over a boy?! Hello!??! that’s insane! But how can I let her understand? She would always say sorry to me and that she’s guilty because of those damn crappy thoughts she had in mind. For so many times I explain to her everything. Let her realize. But the feeling she had inside is too painful to forget it just like that. She really wanted to let go but she just cant. She seems so confused. She would ask me a lot of times how to help her and all I did was to keep on explaining and letting her see the bright sides of life. (sigh) Please help me how to open her mind and heart. I really dont want to let this friendship ends into nothing.