24 oct 2009
All I can remember is that I was beating up some bad guys with a retractable metal rod, in front of a building.
26 oct 2009
I was in the park, taking a walk with my boyfriend. It was lovely. Then he told me that there are zombies here at night. I started feeling afraid.
We walked and walked and all the time I had this fear of zombies. We went to some shops, where there were many people laughing and having fun.
I was tense, on the lookout for danger.
We left, then I saw one. I felt unprotected and alone. I tried to move slowly to not be detected. If I moved fast, he might see me and run towards me.
The zombie was so close and moved the same way I did.
I tried escaping, because he seemed ravenous. I lost him on the way. I was terrified. I met another one then. Again, I was afraid and tried to trick him.
I ran for a great building with a pool. I entered there and I met some guys. I took of my clothes in order to swim. It was great, I felt better.
Then I headed for the shower. It was too hot, I felt I was fainting. I fell to the ground and the guys didn’t move a finger, though I was crying for help. They thought I was faking it, in order to get attention and they showed contempt.
I couldn’t get up, I felt I was so heavy… I felt I was suffocating and dizzy. After laying there for some time, on the cold and wet pavement, finally I managed to struggle to get up.
It was really hard and only when I almost got up, a guy showed up to ask “are you ok?”
I was mad, because they were assholes, I really believed in their good nature. I trusted guys more than girls, because they seemed more responsible and trustworthy.
I said I was fine, that I fainted and now I’m better. So I left again, went outside, all dry and clothed, to face the dangers of zombies alone.
It was really scary, especially when they grabbed me. I never knew if they ate me or not.
Haha! I’m from eastern Europe.
Details: in a relationship, quarter life crisis, not happy with my life, drink, smoke, feeling alienated, alone, anxious, somewhat depressed sometimes.