Tag Archives: Passion

Do I have school-phobia?

I haven’t gone to school since January 3rd. So that makes it 3 weeks from now I think. And I haven’t been doing so well in school either because of my absence. And it’s not because I’m lazy. I just hate school, I hate it with a passion. I hate waking up early, I hate the teachers, I hate the students, I hate the security guards and the deans, not to mention those damn metal detectors. Stepping one foot inside that god forsaken school makes me feel like I’m in prison, which makes me nervous and untrusted. What’s even worse, is that I’m a senior and I have six more months to make up for the school work. I’m scared that I might not graduate this year and I don’t want to be a school dropout and I really don’t want to go to summer school…or worse, repeat the same grade. I don’t want to disappoint my mom. All this is making me feel frustrated and frightened. I wish I was home schooled, it would have been much easier. But I think it’s too late for that.

Cheesy, Am I losing my passion?

I am IT. I am to blame.
It’s my fault; It’s my shame.
It’s taken my treasure
And It’s taken my pride.
It’s taken lifes pleasure
That was my bride.
In my darkness of day;
In my blackness of night,
Is there not some light
To light my way?

Ideas For my TREASURE HUNTING husband?

My husband is all into this treasure hunting type mood. He has been reading some books and talks of going into archeogoly. I want to get him a few items to go along with this new passion of his boyish heart. Does anyone have any ideas???

Can someone edit my short summary of A King’s Fifth? Just for grammatical errors?

AS ESTÉBAN DE SANDOVAL, a young cartographer, ventures out of Spain to present day Mexico in 1541, he couldn’t have imagined the treasure waiting beneath a still lake along side an Indian settlement. Captain Blas de Mendoza, Estéban, musicians Roa, Lunes and Zuñiga, as well as Mendoza’s thought to be loyal soldier, Torres, and Father Francisco, the army’s priest, left their ship in the Mar Del Sur and boarded The San Pedro, their home until reaching the shores of New Spain. All with the desire for treasure, they sought out a guide to lead them from the coast to the Seven Cities in hope of finding gold. Zia, a young teenager with as much passion for maps as Estéban, would be this person.
As they approached the first city, much to their disappointment, no gold was found. Yet, after talking to many settlers, they learned a city twenty moons away had the treasure they wanted. Trusting this statement, they left on a dangerous journey through the Valley of Hearts, only to find nothing
protective Indians defending their settlement. Many were injured in a battle between the two groups, though they continued north, and much to their luck, approached a new settlement with gold nuggets and fine gold sand in a nearby river. They obtained the gold dust by illegally killing sheep belonging to the Indians, and placing their hides in the river. What seemed to be success soon changed into disaster when Torres stole the hides and left camp. Finally, a lake with a golden bottom gave the young explorers hope in returning home with their desired treasure. Captain Mendoza drained the lake, and bagged the gold. The others waited until he finally returned, in which they left for the River of Good Guidance.
Throughout their journey, the level of greed increased causing the explorers to go against the law, their religion, and their beliefs. Zia and Estéban’s relationship built by their love of map making was lost when Zia realized Estéban had changed into a greedy man who focused so
solely on wealth instead of his passion.
Captain Mendoza died from a dog attack, and the group split into too leaving young Estéban in the Inferno alongside Father Francisco. The priest encouraged him to bury the gold where no one could ever find it, but Estéban continued with it. Shortly after entering the desert, Francisco died leaving Estéban alone. After his death, he decided to drop the gold in a deep spring, so no one including himself could retrieve it. After losing the gold, he realized how the greed taken over him and that Father Francisco had been right in wanting to lose the gold forever.
After returning to Vera Cruz, Estéban awaited trial for not submitting the Quinto Real, or royal fifth to the king of Spain, and is accused of the murder of Captain Blas de Mendoza, however he believes his trial is focused more on finding the gold than anything. He is found innocent to murder, with the help of Zia, yet faces 3 years of imprisonment for not giving his fifth to the king.
Only Zia preserves both her freedom from greed and friendship with Estéban.